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[unlucky7]

[A skeptical snort escapes out of reflex. There's a lot Ginia could comment on in the statement of home too, but she focuses on keeping things to romance. It's not like she isn't into the idea of being loved and all that, but it all feels a bit beyond her life too.]

I don't think that'll happen back in my world. I'm either committing to lying about myself or I have to be honest and that's not a good idea.

[Getting close to someone would make them a target anyway. Anyone around her is a target and Ginia can't shake the feeling she's already doomed people.]

Here... I don't know.

[yesdoubt]

[Momo gets the impression that people might end up finding out back home, if the people involved in her past catch up to her at any point, but that feels a bit morbid to bring up. It's easier to think about here, and in true fashion of Momo's statement of living vicariously through other people's love lives, he takes on a rather cheeky, thoughtful look with one hand under his chin.]

Well, is there anyone you've got your eye on here? It's not like we're lacking options.

[Though some people might want to keep things more open than closed, but he feels like he's seen a lot of people here in relationships with some sort of understanding about Syncing outside of it in certain situations. The magic here does make it difficult to avoid.]

[unlucky7]

[It's not like the answer is no. It shows briefly on Ginia's face—some redness in her cheeks, a glance away—before her expression settles into contemplation. There's V, obviously. They've been hooking up pretty regularly, but also hang out often enough too. There's an ease hanging out with her, and some of that comes from having similar tech.

There's also an ease with being around Dana. The other woman's intelligence, her wit, Ginia really likes all that. Hanging out with Dana is just easy, and if she thought about kissing her friend in the Ferris wheel, that's her business alone.

Ah, that's the problem, isn't it. Her face wrinkles a little in exasperation.]

I have so few friends I don't want to ruin any of it by making it more complicated with romance. Maybe I just love my friends a lot? I don't know. How did you know you wanted to be with Yuki romantically?

[yesdoubt]

[That's a fair call, admittedly, because Momo had been concerned about potential friendship-ruining with Yuki before they both ended up with an opportunity here to confess. The question she poses is a bit of a difficult one to answer, though, and Momo looks up to the sky again with one hand to his cheek, as if thinking back on it.]

Hmm...I felt different about him from when we first made eye contact, but I didn't know what name to put to the feeling at the start. I had a lot of complicated feelings in general after we started working together, too, so I don't think I'd clearly say I knew at any point in that first five years. I mean, I definitely felt really strongly about him and got all jealous and upset when I felt like he wasn't seeing me, but it was just too messy to have singled romance out. I guess after our fifth anniversary passed and I could start to see things more clearly, even if I still had some doubts lingering, that was when I was absolutely sure I wanted to stay at Yuki's side forever. Enough that I was willing to fight even my own misgivings down over it.

[And fight Yuki about the exact nature of his position, considering how many arguments they had in the immediate aftermath of Momo starting to conceal less from Yuki.]