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[yesdoubt]

[As much as Tenn might be trying to be a bit more relaxed about it now, his choice of phrasing in saying that gets a laugh out of Momo as he follows him in.]

When you say it like that, it makes it sound like you think I'm planning something naughty!

[But at least he now has a table he can put the bag on and start unpacking things. There's two cans of some kind of fruity drink not dissimilar from Momorin, plus a few muffins in a plastic box.] Have you been getting out of the house much?

[Something of a probing question, though it's subtle. Clearly Tenn hasn't been Syncing, but he does wonder how many friends he's made in this world to spend time with now that the other two members of TRIGGER are gone.]

[tennacious]

( he huffs. not because he expects momo to do something naughty, nor does he anticipate any kind of playing around of that nature in general, but he does expect some kind of gentle teasing due to his senior's concern. )

If you were, I'd suggest moving to a more comfortable place.

( like his bedroom for starters. it's as pristine as usual. )

I have. It's not that I've become a hermit. It's that it's been difficult to connect to others.

( settling down, he grabs one of those cans and gives it a quick lookover before popping it open and taking a sip. )

... I miss them.

[yesdoubt]

[Momo gives a joking, doubtful hum at that, as if to say naughty activities can be done anywhere, but drops the sillier subject in favour of what he actually came here for, not touching any of the food himself just yet.]

Yeah, it'd have to be rougher since you were all here from the start, so you never had to be apart from them in the first place. [Momo would miss Yuki if he left, but he also had to come to terms with not having him around for a few months before he arrived.] Do you have many friends still here, or were you trying to meet new people when you went out?

[Momo's had a bit of unfortunate luck in that a lot of the people he's gotten to know since right back at the start have vanished, so he's having to almost rebuild from scratch now.]

[tennacious]

I have a few.

( it's not like tenn hasn't been able to make friends. some have come and gone just like the rest of TRIGGER, but a few still remain. sliding back into his seat, tenn closes his eyes. he knows his posture is garbage right now but it's the last thing on his mind. )

It was just easier and more enjoyable. Not that I'm unable to do the work for it, but it's never been just about me.

( more of that drink. it's tasty. talking to momo's doing wonders for his mood, too. )

Maybe I'm a little bitter that I couldn't have gone with them, too.

[yesdoubt]

[Now that they've gotten talking, Momo reaches for a drink himself, initially just bringing it closer while he responds.]

Being the only one of your group here is pretty hard, since it does make you wonder why you're here and they aren't. But even if it's not just about you, they wouldn't want you to put yourself in some kind of stasis waiting for them either.

[Figurative or literal. Inability or unwillingness to Sync could lead to a more literal and damaging version of that, which is what Momo is trying to avoid here, but even this sort of fugue state for long enough is something he knows Gaku and Ryuu wouldn't wish on him.]

[tennacious]

[ tenn sighs. he feels that he's been doing a lot of that lately. not out of self-pity, but because he just doesn't know what exactly he should be doing? making friends, sure. finding other people to sync with? sure. but honestly... he's conflicted. despite momo basically confirming what he needs to do and not necessarily what he wants to do.

having that lack of choice in the matter, other than somehow hurting himself, is... ]

I hate it.

[ though he calmly places the can down in front of him, tenn's next exhale feels warmer than warm. ]

Didn't even get a chance to say goodbye, Momo-san.

[yesdoubt]

[Momo nods understandingly, eyes on his hands for a moment before he looks up again. Having gotten here as early as he did, he made some firm friendships that were taken away as soon as people were sent back home. An existing strong bond getting the same treatment can only be worse than that.]

It sucks, but it's the same for everyone here, so I guess I can't call it "unfair". We've had so much turnover since the first month here that I'm honestly kinda surprised it took this long for a chunk of our friends to disappear. [In some respect, it's lucky. In others...well, several of them have already disappeared and there's little sign it's going to slow down. Momo is, somewhere in his compartmentalised head, bracing for the potential of having Yuki disappear on him sometime in future.]

I have to wonder what they remember when they go back. What we all will. Since Ryuu and Sougo were somewhere else first.